Everything In Between

I don't even know what I want to write about.  Maybe... double standards?  Pity? Confusion?  I have no idea.  See, that is how confused I am.  There are a lot of things wandering around in my crazy head today.   News Flash:  I am one lucky person.  Like, you have no idea. I put my earbuds through the wash and they still work.  Wow... hahaha.  

Umm... I have an idea!  How about I don't write about any of the things previously listed and I talk about something else?  Okay, sounds good.  

So... right now I am basically bored out of my mind with everything.  Things are just so... tiring these days.  There's a lot of stuff going on... a lot of weird things happening... some good, some not.  Opinions are changing so fast I can't wrap my head around one of my own let alone those of others.  And yet, even with all the changes, everything is boring.  I mean, the changes happen so often, they have become small, routine.  I think that's the best way to put it.  Everything is part of a routine.  

Things are all too much like getting up in the morning.  Like going through my classes, talking to friends, smiling and laughing no matter how I really feel. Its just so... boring.  The same thing everyday and everyone is the same and nothing is ever changing and la ti da ti da.  I guess its just where I am now... what I'm doing.  Sophomore slump and all that jazz.  

It still sucks ass though.  

I guess I'll be explaining more later...? 

After I finish homework.