I keep having extreme emotions.
Sometimes, I am really happy. Like, I just want to hug everyone and tell them how amazing they are.
Then, I'm sad. Because at some point the present will end and become the future. That's not saying that the future won't be amazing, beautiful, and full of happiness, too, but sometimes things are just so wonderful I don't want to let them go.
Or else I'm angry. Angry with those around who refuse to compromise. Angry with so-called friends who don't seem to understand what friendship actually is. Angry with people who can't even pretend to be happy for the sake of those around them, just to see their friends smiling or enthusiastic about something. Angry at myself for not working harder in the past year and a half to become who I want to be. Angry at my parents for not listening to a word I have to say. Angry at my brothers for not understanding why I can't cater to their every need. Angry with the government for not finishing jobs that it started long ago. Angry with my teachers for not giving enough time to review and study.
At this point, I stop caring and decide that the world will somehow fix itself.
Rinse and repeat.
Think I'll get some sleep now.
"If I could open my arms..."
PS: Star Trek was amazing. I highly recommend it. I wish the final battle scene had been more epic, but it was still absolutely amazing.
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