What a Year

I keep making promises to myself that I always break. Like, when I'm at school, I'll think, OKAY. Today, when I get home, I'll get Spanish done because it's easy, then I'll work on Bio and see how much I can get done in an hour or two and THEN I'll finish that English assignment. But you know what? IT NEVER WORKS. Whenever I get home, I always feel like the day has just drained me to the point that I could never go back to school (which I usually find decent) and sleep or veg forever. Which sucks.

I haven't disliked school so much for years. I mean, I've had times when I really don't want to go, but not this badly. Every morning, I wake up, and want to cry because I have to go back. Which is the last thing I want to do.

October will hopefully be, and has already been, a bit better, though. Junior Ring ceremony was fantastic :), then a movie night with my best friends that was spent half talking, half watching movies, and a quarter sleeping. No, I am not a math genius, as you can tell, but I'm not completely dumb. That time we spend together is more deserving than a 100%. So I give it 125%. If these people were your friends, you would understand.

They are the types that keep you grounded but flying high at all times. They listen, they help, they care. Every single one of them is the type that only comes around every [insert the earth's age here] years.

So. I guess that would be as much as I can say for now.

Em