my BIGGEST pet peeve

I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it times a million when people try to be weird.  Or different.  Or crazy.  Or looked upon as being one thing or the other.  A loser.  A freak.  A slut. Whatever.  I just don't get it.  I mean, we all have days of wanting to be other than ourselves, but when a person is acting all the time, trying to get attention by reading this kind of book or constantly writing in a notebook that makes you look weird or different.  I am all for breaking the social norm, but not on purpose.  My goal in life is to be who I am, act the way I act, do the things I do without any other reason than that is who I am, or the way I am, or what I do.  I know that I probably do some things like this, too but in many ways that is just defense.  My biggest issue with myself is that I go on autopilot and act like I like a person, even if I cannot stand them.  I am working on that because it is annoying, dishonest, and stupid.  

So... my message to whoever reads this blog is don't be someone for anyone but you because there are a million freaks and popular girls, but only one person like you.  That will always be true.  

Now I am rhyming, so that means its quitting time. :)